I’m opening a new category in this blog: Chris Speaks…
I just made it up…you know, sometimes I feel like I need to tell you something more – also tell you the boring parts of my life. I look like a fairy, most of the time, but I’m not! LOL…I make mistakes, I get upset, irritated, I’m not cute…things like that.
I also want to share things I believe are wrong, outside my house, at the streets…
So, let’s go! You know those days we just don’t know what to do? This is my day today…I couldn’t start what I wanted, I was irritated with things I shouldn’t be, I ate too much, my desk is such a mess, a thousand things to do, embroidery to finish, a client I forgot to call, the mirror that came wrong…wow!
I stopped it all for a second and tried to think about Katy (my shrink) – like if I were in a therapy session…of course it didn’t work. Then o started the pranayamas (yoga breathing exercises) – it’s good, but it doesn’t last…then I remembered my friend Cris Fernandes – she told me once: “Cris, when you can’t stand it anymore…there’s a gorgeous bakery / confectionery close to your office…go there!” Well, I didn’t go there, but I left office – it was great!!!
I was trying to harp on this, but I figured out I can’t! Sometimes we must change…so I picked my stuff and left. I know, it’s not that easy, just leave the office (sometimes it’s impossible)…but to start something new, a new work, have a change of heart, whatever! In this case, I could run away…there was plenty of work, but my anxiety was too strong, I just left.
Well, I went to the petshop (my mood was sooo good to pick my little dog up – Juju, a Shitzu) – it was so hot…and I found Fayga…LOL…it just changed my mood, I laugh a lot – to laugh is the best therapy!!!
I feel better, but better than that is my idea off writing this all here!
Sweet kisses and tks for listening!
Chris
